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We met over coffee,
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and I remember I was really nervous,
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because she sent an email beforehand saying,
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you know, think about how you might like to be portrayed,
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if you've got any ideas and all that sort of stuff.
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And the last thing I wanted was to have
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another picture of me in Lycra with helmets and bikes,
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to portray what I did as opposed to who I am.
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And so when I met Narelle,
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I remember the first thing she said is,
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"so what do you think?
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"What are your ideas?"
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And I was so happy that she asked me first,
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'cause I was scared she was gonna say,
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how we're gonna put the bike here,
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and we're gonna put Lycra there.
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And then as I kind of explained to her
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how I felt about it and the ideas that I had,
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I could see I think she really resonated with it
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and she took it from there.
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When I got the commission and realised
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it was a pretty exciting thing,
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I'd never sort of done this sort of stuff before, I guess.
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And I had a bit of a google of you,
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and just to have a look and see what had been done.
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And you had been photographed so extensively,
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I started feeling a little bit challenged, you know.
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Thinking that,
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"how am I gonna make something different out of this?"
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And I sort of knew straight away
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I didn't want to have the bike in there.
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Or you in Lycra.
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(laugh)
But again, I was a bit worried
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concerned that you might want to do that, you know.
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So it was just such a relief to know
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that you were actually willing
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to try something a little bit different.
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And think outside the box a bit
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and taking it a different direction.
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Yeah.
So it was great.
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And I guess the idea for it came about
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you know in discussions that,
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me as a person, me as a woman,
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I wanted to finally have an image of myself
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that I could present that was a little bit softer,
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it was a little bit more feminine.
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But I come from the country, you know,
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and I love that connection from where I grew up,
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and so I kind of relied on Narelle around locations,
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given her experience of photography in South Australia.
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And I said I was looking for something that could convey
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some contrast, I guess, between the softness
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of how I want to be presented
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to the harshities that the country and land can portray.
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And maybe the landscape could speak for some of the traits
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that I'm known for as an athlete but also the person.
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It's a simple image, really,
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but it's quite complicated.
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Yeah, well there's a number of things happening
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in the photograph in the end,
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and we did think about where to take you
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and in the end I think it needed to be
somewhere in the country and the landscape
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because that actually - you are a country girl at heart,
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and so that was a very basic need for the
photograph, I think.
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And then just looking at,
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I mean I guess the idea of being feminine in the picture
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as well resonated with me.
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I think as a woman in a male industry as well,
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I think you dumb down your femininity a lot,
just to be taken seriously.
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So it's a different kind of aspect you're talking about.
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But I think that, it touched into all of my ideas
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about how women should be portrayed.
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And so, you know even though I wanted to make you,
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embrace that softness and femininity,
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I didn't want to leave out the rest of your personality
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which is so strong and so powerful.
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And that's what people know you for,
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so using the symbols of the landscape,
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the toughness of the rocks, and the tree that's bent over.
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And there's a resilience
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in there.
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You know you can look at that photograph
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and just look at it and admire it,
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but if you want to look further,
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there is a story there about you.
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And it's interesting 'cause I only saw
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the chosen image not that long ago,
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and I got quite emotional in my response to it
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'cause I did feel like it was a really beautiful image.
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Because when you're standing in front of the camera,
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you see the lens.
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And you're hoping and you're backing
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that the photographer, in this case Narelle,
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was capturing something special.
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And she did a really, really wonderful job.
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We tried a few different things.
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Yeah we did.
And you had this beautiful dress
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that as soon as you put it on, it was the one, really.
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And it seems to have a little bit of
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mysterious history about it.
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It conjures up Picnic at Hanging Rock
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and stuff
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and country Australia.
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There was just something nice about that
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and it's very simple.
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And it glows, I think, in that light.
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It all came together really
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in that last kind of two or three minutes of light, I think.
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'Cause we had different placements of you
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but in the end with you in front of the tree,
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it looks like you're part of the landscape,
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you're growing out of it with the trees and the rocks.
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So I really liked that about that part of the photograph.
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Yeah. And I think that resonates really well, too,
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for where I'm at in my present point of time in life.
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Just because I'm in a transition period
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I'm going from a hugely successful sporting career
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and stepping into life without sport.
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And so I think again, there are so many
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correlations that come from that image.
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I mean I felt incredibly lucky
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that actually you wanted to go on a different journey
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So excited, too.
Like it was really nice
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and it's not a traditional portrait,
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you know, so it's um...
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You know but for me that was important
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because I think that I love traditional portrait
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but I also think for me, and the way I shoot
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it's about using the landscape
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as a bit of chance in there as well.
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Like the fact that we rolled up
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and we don't really know what we're gonna do.
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Mmm hmm.
And that we don't
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really know what the light's gonna do.
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And if it does come together,
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it will come together.
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It's about that moment in history
and time and place.
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Yeah.
For you, for me.
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It's actually a specific time and place, I guess
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It can't be recreated.
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Well, it all had to come together
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because we - months went by
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and we were looking at weather
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we were looking at schedules of both yours and mine,
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and we got one day where everything worked.
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And then for the weeks following that photo it rained.
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Yeah, it was crazy.
So we were very lucky.
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I can't believe I've looked at
the weather forecasts
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for the month proceeding that it was driving me nuts,
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you know, trying to kind of second guess it.
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You were getting nervous.
And knowing that you were so busy,
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and like the cancellations
would become quite stressful in the end.
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So yeah, it was great.
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We had this beautiful balmy day, really,
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in the middle of Winter, or the end of Winter.
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And this beautiful location
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which was a bit difficult to find,
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you know, like it was a strange sort of place,
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on the other side of the hills in Adelaide
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leading to Murray Bridge and it's quite barren, I guess.
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Rolling hills but then all of a sudden this crop of rocks
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sort of breaks out of the ground, really.
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And we were lucky enough to find Mick
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who let us onto his property.
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Yes.
For the last half hour.
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It was really fun because we were actually
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just chasing the light around,
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'cause we were out behind a little bit of an edge of hills
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and so we were losing the light
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and we just basically,
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started down below and then walked up the hill
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and then found the sheoak,
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and you know had 10 minutes there
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and that was our picture.
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I guess I like using the landscape like a stage.
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You find something special
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and then you wait for the light.
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I love using natural light,
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I love seeing what the sun can do.
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And how it can illuminate things
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that you may not necessarily see.
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And actually points you into a direction to look at,
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and that's in the end you standing there
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and having the light shine on you.
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You are in this beautiful white dress,
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which kind of has a lovely soft glow
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and it brings a little bit of magic to it,
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I guess with the magic hour we shot it in.
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But all the parts of that picture tell a story.
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You know, like, there are
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about actually telling a bigger picture about you.
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You know, you have,
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you looking soft and feminine
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which is a big part of your personality
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which you've never really been able
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to project before, too much.
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Well my profession doesn't allow for it, you know.
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No.
It's a very aggressive, intimidating
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environment where strength
and power reign supreme.
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And I guess many people in my life see two different Annas.
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You know there's the athlete Anna,
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and there's the Anna at home.
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So it was nice to kind of tap into that a little bit.
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I think it's interesting how also,
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because you have been so tough and portrayed as that,
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is that's the only way they want to see you.
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You know, like the you about the steely-jawed,
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kind of, "get out of my way"
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Death stare.
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Which is kind of, you know,
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it is interesting how we can't,
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we can't separate that.
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We kind of either have to have girls looking girly,
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or we have to have 'em looking tough
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and kind of, almost masculine, you know.
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So it was kind of nice to be able to try
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and bring all that together and celebrate being a woman.
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That you actually don't have to be one or the other.
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Yeah.
You can be both.
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There's great strength in femininity.
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Yeah, absolutely.
And softness as well.
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And I think you captured that really well.
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But the tree as well, you know,
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it's struggling to grow and has grown for a very long time
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and you can see the wear and the effect
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of what it's gone through, the struggles,
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the challenges that it's face.
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You know you see the dead log in front of it
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where parts of it has broken off
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but it's continued to grow.
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And I think that really symbolises the resilience
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and tough things that I've had to experience
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in my career as well.
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You know coming back from the accident you had,
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I mean, it's all there, you know,
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if you want to look at it
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The toughness of the rocks growing out of the landscape.
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That all builds the picture of,
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picture to me of you.
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And the little tiny tree in the background,
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I love that kind of aspect of, you know,
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you standing alone at the top of your career.
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Like you are an Australian household name
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and no one really has been able to be up there with you.
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So you're out there on your own.
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So I think there's all lots-
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and the rolling hills you know are very feminine as well.
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They're beautiful shapes and stuff,
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and there's a lot in there if you want to find it.
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You don't have to,
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but if you want to go looking,
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there's a story of you, you know.
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Definitely.
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I felt really privileged
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to be able to photograph you, as well.
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Because you're everything that I love in a woman.
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Going after your dreams and being strong,
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and you're a household name in our family.
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My kids love watching you do the box jumps and stuff.
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(both laughs)
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It was a great gig to get.
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And I'm really glad you came along for the ride.
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You know, and we were able to be something
a little bit different.
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Yeah. Me, too.